A lot of times i find myself wishing i was just floating out in the open ocean all alone… just drifting to no where, and not giving a shit about anything AT ALL. i find my self frustrated with my decisions and just want to disappear. Then i realize that if i close my eyes i can just imagine the feeling of being empty, alone, and for once happy with how lucky i am to be here and alive even though this world if fucked up and deranged , i am different, i capture the pictures and the sights of nature and beauty and understand that everything has a little bit of beauty and passion… even a fucking rock. But i still in vision my self being alone out there… just gone from the busy city and school, even friends, my girl friend, my family, i love them all but i want a break every now and then.! - Mind of Me.
